Groovy baby

2006-10-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT !!!

2006-10-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

Behold S club 7.....
hahhaa.
I'm feeling so old school now, listening to all the s club 7 songs. cool shit they sound damn good ! yesterday went to GAS HAUS, was kind of fun and boring at the same time, how ironic. 80% Alcohol was SHIT ASS good! hahha. honestly, the band who sang hand of blood by bullet for my valentine needs HELP they practically spoiled the whole song god damn it ! but overall, why would it be bad when there is FREE DRINKS?? hahaha! shaunna got punch too, david was high and going mentally insane. i gave porn star half a cup of raw alcohol, porn star you definately went mad la jumping aroound and morshing and lifting up your clothes, detalisssss. hahaha. then cab home with porn star and eunoch was drunk... okay. good for him la hahaha.
today painted my brothers room, i swear it was damn tiring... i woke this morning thinking that it was 5 am still, it seemed so dark though. well, me and my bro did a good job painting. i think. hahahah. HONESTLY, my dad calls it a disaster ! hahahha. well, when u put two idiots together what do you get ? i have no idea. hahaha
ANYWAYSSSS, yesterday was finally the day i saw all my 5 bitches ! i miss them oh so badly.. GUYS MORE OUTINNNGGGGG !!!!

We've got to all stick together
Good friends, there for each other
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me,
sclub 7 - reach

<33333333333ssss

2006-10-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

i've finishing watching princess hours, and life's such a bore... you tube is not showing me the season two.... HOW DEPRESSING ! i baked yesterday with my mum, fun fun fun but it soon turned out to be such a BORE ! maybe cause you have to do the same thing again and again ! aiyoh.....
no more school... it seems so boring la, but i am too lazy too work you see... i can see myself in doomsday when i think of working.. hahaha. i keep hearing sounds coming out of my computer... its not the music, its like diablo music... hahah. nonsense, thinking too much, i just cleared my cupboard, threw away all my old books, waiting for new ones. i am craving for princess hours, i'm going to ghet the cd soon. RIP more MONEY from my dad ! WHEEE ! i'm so GOOD at that la.
so for now CHIODOS !

2006-10-08T17:10:00.000+08:00

If all the flowers faded away
And if all the storm clouds decided to stay
Then you would find me
Each hour the same
She is tomorrow
And I am today

2006-10-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

while the rest are having fun, i will be mugging for 2 more papers. THIS IS OFFICIALLY TRUE! 1 more year of school, 1 MORE YEAR ! one more year without nic nicc mel shaunna and nad ! i will miss you guys definately !

mel oh mel ! my sexy bitch i'll miss you so esp your LAUGHTER! hahhaa. our movie date, watching williy wonka and freezing to death in the theatre ! hahaha. it's worth while i tell u ! COFFEE is officially mel's bestfriend ! hahahhaa. even though u slap me for the first time mel, its all good la ! i still love you loadssssssss. no words can explain my love for u, okay i feel like a lesbian !

THIS IS WING YAN <3>

CHU QIN, NGA LENG my part-aye mate hahaha. my starbucks craver ! i will miss you all, nic with her blurness, nicc with her blondeness! HAHAHHAHA ! cheerleading withouht my two souls MEANINGLESS ! nicc my two pea in a pod, nic my dancing partner ! shall tresure the best of it and all the things we've been through.... why la

CHU QIN, NGA LENG I HEART YA'LL

sean sean sean! the most reatard and loved friend i have ! every morning HI EMS!, no more next year. damn sad la... hahaha. singing to all our stupid songs with the rest and ronin gig in school, body-surf all know sean ! hahahha. funny shit ! staying after school with the rest of us to watch us do cheerleading, i will miss you la sean... miss seeing u walk around beltless like a pregnant women hahaha

SHAUNNA HHEEAARRRTTT YYYOOOUUUU

2006-10-06T08:41:00.000+08:00

today is emaths paper 2 ! when all of them are having fun on the weekends i'll be mugging for my paper !! WHY A maths so long !! on tuesday both nics and me are going to die our hair.. coolshit! strawberry blonde, nicc ur original hair colour, hahahhaha
alrite then off to bathe and meet the rest

Step in and you can lock the door The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor You could take a chance on finding romance Now you're holdng hands But he's got other plans Tick-tock, the clock is turning red The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head And it's too late You feel like you're making a big mistake You should've waited

2006-10-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

I wish my life was this song cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years and never have to cry
I’d show u how I feel with out saying a word

so please stay sweet my dear dont hate me now
i cant tell how this last song ends

2006-09-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

tested and true
Superstitions arent meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
Youre probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?

2006-09-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

Evanesence- call me when you're sober

So, don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you’re sober,
You only want it ‘cause it’s over - it’s over.
How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?

2006-09-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

i called in 'sick' for school today, too tired, and i want to stay home and study ! today there is CD period which is a waste of time... release stress programme where classes will be doing a short skit. but i can use the time to study. Literature is a total mess ! miss yeo gave us homework cause shesaid that that will be the only way we'll actually study for lit, and i dont even understand a shit ! BUMMER !
Basically, N LEVELS is just a week a way ! FREAKING SHIT SCARY ! I can feel the tension building, pressure is rising, I stress is over taking my brain. No shit 9 days may seemed alot but the time spent on every subject actually shorten your days ! Maybe i sould take a time off for a week but ironically this last week is useful in going through all the mistakes in a maths and e maths and maybe we can master it.

things to study

1. a maths

2. e maths

3. english

4. biology

5. physics

6. literature

6 subjets in 14 days, 2 subject on each day so at the end of 12 days i must be well prepared by then. well lets hope so. i kow i can make it to sec 5 next year but it's how well i'll do this year that matters. soon i'll make the great escape[ All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind ]

paramore
I can feel the pressure its getting closer now

2006-09-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

aim high, soar high

2006-09-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

school has been challenging. paper by paper every single day at least 2 paper a day. but i'm dealing with it. Even when i am extremely tired, suprisingly i didnt doze off but concentrated on it. I have been passing A maths, well its just pass but i'm working hard to get at least 60 marks for it! So emill is going to work hard for a maths :D.
DOODLES BACK TO STUDYING ! :D
aiming for 5 points and below, i want to get three point so i am studying really hard ! I will succeed in what i achieve in ! YUPPPP

2006-09-17T14:38:00.000+08:00

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that well never find
They dont mean a thing tonight

2006-09-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

just studied a maths and e maths. okay now i think i got the hang of it. e maths improving ans so is a maths ! : D happy me ! okay still have other subjects... going to do it tonight, i have no time to waste !

2 nice song to listen
slow down -the academy is
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it.
You never did.
Take back everything you said.
You never meant a word of it.
You never did.

maybe-secondhandserenade
Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up and I don't think that
I Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

2006-09-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

TODAY we had a class skit. It was DAMN fun ! hahah. i think this is like the first time the whole class TOGETHER AS ONE perform in something and actually contributed ideas ! i feel so happy la ! 4b ALLL THE WAAYYY LA !!

nrp was suspended today, cause the librarian went to complain. oh wells.. but the matter is solved now, and so monday back to nrp programme! this time we will be really good !

2006-09-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

I MISS YA'LL !!

18 more DAYSSS.

i hope the school will like give us one week break before the n levels so that i have time to study at home by myself. going to school is just a waste of time. well, maybe not when we are doing all the test. but the feedback period is just dumb. sometimes the teacher is not even there. Mrs elang came to the library to scold us cause the 3 classes were making too much noise and that lady went to complain. oh wells... I think i woke up on the wrong side of bed today, i'm was so grumpy and pissed. NOISE POLLUTION IS BAD FOR ME ! i did a script for our class play it's sort of a musical like skit, but the class are not going to sing, so i guess it's just saying. but it won't be nice AT ALL. oh suit themselves la. since my classmates dont know their lines, norani thought of lip saying, but the actresses will seriously look stupid on stage ! well even though it's a stress release programme at least let them express some emotions, it's more better that way ! WELL WHATEVER ! i dont care ! and this thing it's a waste of time ! i dont understand what's so important about our character development lessons when exams is just 18 days away. it may seem a long way, but it's going extremely fast for me !! !!! OH STRESSSSS !! god damn it i need to fag !!

Theres Forces working in our heads
But we don't understand them
I need a map to find my way out all the time
There's Curses Lurking in our heads
but we don't want to find them
We need to come back down and face what we've become

2006-09-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

19 days to Ns CHIONG all the way l a!

2006-09-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

NRP resumed today ! i'm dying test everyday. had physics and lit. i think i have to start practising on physics i am forgetting the darn formulas. lit was okay passage understandable. well question not so. miss yeo cried today cause the lit girls cleaned her board for her and she was touched. the 7 of them cleaned but me and brenda just stood there watching them. hahaha. we came later and were sort of clueless. hahaha. tomorrow is e maths and a maths. so back to practising again. 20 more days to N LEVELS . HELP ? SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME.-marykate and ashley love them

i think i am in love with buried myself alive recommended by alfy. is shit ass nice !
You almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarmred flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cryI buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you outand let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

a soothing song.... love it la !
okay so chaos back to studying

2006-09-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

exciting yet boring
enormous yet small
fierce yet harmless
okay wth i dont even know what i'm talking about..
THINGS TO DO TOMORROW !
1. EMILL shall get up early for school
2. EMILL shall pay attention in class
3. EMILL shall not sleep during A maths lesson
4. EMILL shall go straight home after school
5. EMILL shall sit on the table and study !
well, if i'm not wron exams only 25 more days. or maybe even lesser !
BUMMER ! MY WORLD WILL END !

HAHAH. MY BROTHER'S FAVOURITE SHOW.
THIS IS SOMETHING TO LAUGH ABOUT TO
CALM YOURSELF DOWN. OKAY

2006-09-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

HAD FUN ON WEDNESDAY WITH THE BABES !

LOVE YA'LL!

2006-09-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

STEVE IRWIN WAS KILLED BY STINGRAY
he was only 44 with two kids aged 3 and 8 and a wife TERRIZ but his life had to end there. he was still filming a show.. but i guess it will stop there cause he's gone. i feel so sad. he was a good man ! and i love his shows dearly... he is known to me by mr crocodile... but who would have known he'll leave so fast... the stingray suck out his whole heart.. what a cruel thing to do and what a way to die.... in memory of mr steve irwin... my inspirational guy, i love you so ! i feel so sad...

2006-09-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

malay paper was so nonsense. i think i wrote out of point. they asked why and i rpelied with how... so wait i did write out of point. BUMMER ! screw it la ... so complicated and my malay dictionary was so limited i cant even find the word wake up ! all the questions given for paper one dont make sense and i dont get it la! paper 2 was sos so. i could do the first page, second page was just terrible i dont even think they're speaking malay. its like so complex and complicated ! page 3 i could do 2 it s malay idioms and i didnt study so what the heck ! page 3 form sentence i thin k i know like 4 of it well i've heard of it before and the cloze passage was okay for me. its like about music. and the rest of it was okay la. so maybe i can get a higher marks for my malay maybe better than C5 . well whatever it is its over, so screw it ! i have listening at 8 tmr. and ss at 2 omg 5 hours of nothing... i think i'll go somewhere and study, yup shall do that... so off to study ss now. i'm having a headache. and SS IS A KILLER !!! hahahaha

2006-09-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

i took for granted all the times
i hear the laughter i taste the tears
okay random... i'm listening to right here waiting for you... damn it what a shit song la !
i'm in love with history by funeral for a friend...
This sky will make me sick
so I'll give up on you
I'll give up on this.
Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine
this song really makes u think a lot like really. i have so much to say now but dont i have no idea how to put it. hahaha. WTH ! i think i have gone all mad now hahahaha. oh i'm thinking about BRING IT ON all or nothing !
E:HEY !
A:HEY WHAT ?!
E: INTRODUCE YOURSELF
A: NO WAY !
E:INTRODUCE YOURSELF
A:OKAY !
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 MY NAME IS AMBER AND I SAY HI !
6, 7, 8, 9, 10 BACK IT UP AND MEET MY FRIEND !
HEY COURTNEY !
random..... too random emill.... i am getting the hang of countries divided... but still there is so much to study ! i am risking myself by studying 2 chapters ! screw me !! BUMMER !

2006-08-31T17:23:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ON MONDAY !!!!!!!

nicc i am not a loser i fell into a drain and too pain to walk la !!! HAHAHAHA !
todays teacher's day .... was kinda boring went compass for a while and headed home... good girl ! hahaha. i study !! :)

2006-08-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY CLUTCH FROM RIP CURL ! ! !

2006-08-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

i absent myself from school today... i can't take the stress.. i was having a terrible headache and i couldnt concentrate on ss... damn it ! i am so scared 4 of september is drawing near and here i am blogging ! wth... but seriously school such a bore ! paper by paper by paper... i am going MENTAL i tell you ! i need something to release my stress....
guys is belly piercing still on this sat ?! i need to feel pain ! hahahahaha.

2006-08-18T19:36:00.000+08:00

NRP starts next week... so much to study so little time... it's going to be a stressful week for me ! god damn it ! but i am going to study hard... failed 2 subjects... can afford to do that for n levels...

i miss my girlfriends.... esp NAT la it's been so long since i last saw her !... haha... NICC babe, smile k.. things will be good soon.... :)

2006-08-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

got back my results not too happy, well not happy at all... 9 points. bloody shit... and i need like 2 more marks to get an a1! damn it la ! NRP starts next week... going to be mugging hard like really hard... so i wont be going out oftern i mean no more going out ! study study all the way till N levels are over chiong all the way la !
GOOD LUCK TO THE REST BOTH N AND O LEVELS TAKERS !

2006-08-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to catch the fireworks with nicole shaunna kelly. nicole's aunty was there... beverly is a cute adorable girl... she held my hand i'm so touch la !!! hahaha. FIREWORKS AWESOME !!!!!!

this past few days have been holidays... i miss NICOLE TAN NGA LENG !!!! nicccccccc..... NATALIE CHAN the spastic one, miss her too la... mel lil nic miss hangign out with u guys.... yesterday was the first time after so long hanging out with shaunna...
I MISS FIVE CHICS AND A DUDE !we should hang for one last time before NNNNNNs

2006-08-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

2006-08-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to see the fireworks with mel li-anne john glenn agilain ryan and daniaal.... but didnt get to see it though we were at the memorial of our glorious dead.... thanks la john i love you la say have all and we could only see the sky glowing but no sparks ! hahaha. was high... abit but mel was a goner ! hahahah. saw edmund and daryl... oh i miss you guys.. hahah. oreal andy emu kevin michael mark and the whole gang was there.... hahaha. alfy and ameer came too but for a short while ! so we didnt get to see any fireworks... how sad ? i know.... left at about i cant remember.. hahaha. went home with john, mr steam-moo.... hahaha.
okay thats about it, emill is going to go to school tmr, she thinks so... haha :)

2006-08-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

today is the most disgusting day EVER ! i mean SERIOUSLY, she needs help ! what the fuck was she thinking kissing me ???? BITCH GET A LIFE ! I think this will be worst that happend to my life it's bad enough when butch did it to me, but from her?? is she PL ??? EWWW ! i mean i dont mind if its miss nga leng.... but her??? no PLEASE ! i feel like my dignity has been robbed away ! I NEED COUNSELLING !! REALLY DO !

went town with mel, hannah, jonathan, and iskandar, and his brother. was fun. mel bloody smacked me in the god damn nose ! what a bitch ! hahaha. so me and hannah smeared glitter all over her face ! ahahhaha MEL ! and oh ya, not forgetting, i poured green tea on her ! hahahah. MEL.D I LOVE YOU TO BITS LA ! hahahah. rush home early but plans was cancelled, well they should have told me earlier, thank goodness i came home first ! damn it !

2006-08-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

BEST SEX IN HER LIFE.
that's what she said !
oh yes she did !
hahaha.

2006-08-07T10:54:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today, cause school such a bore... it seriously is ! tomorrow is a half day, i think. well, should be because its singapore birthday ! HAPPY 41ST BDAY SINGAPORE. and i dont even know that singapore is 41 this year.. means my parents are older. hahah. prelims over, going to get back my results soon. well i hope i did okay, cause i really studied hard for all of the papers except for a maths...

watch click yesterday, shiok la, it's damn touching, really is... i cried like some faggard ! hahahha. okay, but seriously it really shows that family is the only thing that keeps u going and don't depend on a fucking screwed controller ! hahahha. watch the devil wears prada ! damn nice la the show ! you can see all the designers clothes. and the devil is a bitch ! a total BITCH ! haha.

okay.. my plan is to start studying for n levels after national day ! this time round i'll study twice as hard as how i studied for my prelims !

2006-08-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

THE BESTEST SHOW EVER !!!
LOVES IT !

2006-08-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

CLASS BBQ WAS A BOMB !!! COOLSHIT !!! I KNOCKED OUT TOO EARLY !! HAHAHAHAH !

2006-08-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

Too bad you knew me. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready. Did I say come and get me? Too bad I held on...when you tried to tell me. This was wrong. This is wrong. I am no masterpiece where innocence is painted green. Isn't it strange to think how you created all of me? Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is? Now I finally know what "wrong" is. Now I finally know that you bleed for nothing. Carved like a stone with your hands still shaking. Shown on display through a soul still breaking. Aren't you proud you're the one that made me? Aren't you proud you're the one that made me....... You can't erase these lines you can't save me. You can't display me. You know what "dismay" means. Can't even try to remember what I knew. Before I became your model to claim no. I am no masterpiece...so strange that you made all of me. I grew tired. You expired. You finished me. Now that I'm all that you planned. What do you think?

2006-08-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

my brother almost got raped to day by some mad man ! he put his arms around my brother and my brother just stood there ! mental i tell you ! i shouted at the bloody man ! i'm so angry and my brother just stood there??? why>?????

they are goood !

2006-08-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

NICOLE WONG CHU QIN SUPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY !
so on her birthday we came... and suprise her... so mission impossible like !! hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

CHECK OUT OUR SEXY MASKS !

LOOK AT SHAUNNA SPASTIS HAND ! ! HAHAHA

NAT OH NAT SHE IS SO FUNNY ! I LOVE HER TO BITS L A!

2006-07-31T17:58:00.000+08:00

okay i'm am awake for more than 3o hours ! tired... tired... tired.... i had 35 mins of sleep during physics paper i swear i was dying !

2006-07-31T04:26:00.000+08:00

it's 4.21 am and i am wide awake.... i'm mugging hard for today's paper. physics and biology. geez too much coffee kepping me awake... hahaha, so i'm done with physics and bio... just going through again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE ! LOVE YA SEXY ! its nicole's b day ! hahaha. i'm in love woth this song by jason mraz. i'm yous...

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
*scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x
no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

2006-07-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

finally a break. monday was a no school day for me
tuesday was malay, and suprisingly i studied !
hahaha, okay so i think i did okay but i used some english words for compo
even though we had a dictionary no point cause i still used english.
wednesday maths and ss. i think i'll do badly for maths....
ss damn it screw it... BUMMER !
and i had lit today, i manage to finish everything but... RUBBISH !
okay... thats about it...

2006-07-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

2006-07-16T15:54:00.000+08:00

i love miss nga leng ! hahaha

2006-07-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

on friday was lil nic's party.. well, not really a party but a gathering at cafe cartel ! love it la ! had fun all......

on sat when to watch baybeats with nicole tan.. SO yup both of us idiots again... hahha. we went to town sat and drank coffee at ten plus and we were bloody high i swear !!!!! haha. jumping around spinning around, boy.. loves it !
I LOVE TAN NGA LENG NICOLE !!!!!

MR kimchi is high now... freaking high ! i am talking to him now... he finally comes online after so long at the 'secret' place... hahaha. GAONE CASE LA KIMCH ! GONE LA I TELL YOU ! what lap dance all...??? ahhahaha

2006-07-13T09:54:00.000+08:00

Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place In the diary of Jane

i just changed my skin... didn't go school today, too lazy.. hahaha

2006-07-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH ZAC EFRON ! OHHH BREATH TAKING !!
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ! SO MELO-DRAMA ! HAHA

2006-07-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

me and nic went to singapore idol roadshow... haha we did a poster for paul and joakim, 'TWOHILL MARRY ME CAUSE I AM EMO !' hahah. and joakim's was ' JOAKIMS <3s ME !' haha. we were so close yet so far ! so we headed to town chill ate and stuff.... haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_bCBHJARe8

2006-07-08T17:31:00.000+08:00

1. Would you marry for money?
NOPE
2. Have you had braces?
nope,
3. Could you live without a computer?
don't think so...
4. If you could live in any past time period, wherewould it be?
Anywhere but here.
5. Do you drink enough water?
yup
6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
take them off
7. What are your favorite fruits?
Orange !
8. What is your favorite place to visit?
er. dont know
9. Are you photogenic?
no
10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
both actually
11. Why did you take this survey??
boredom kills babe
12. Do you drink alcohol?
during special occasions
13. What is the most beautiful language?
english....
14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
i never felt it before, so dont know
15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
sunset, cooling
16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
no
19. When you watch movies at home, do you likethe lightson or off?
off only if i watch a scary movie
20. Do you believe in magic?
er, no
22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
LOVES IT !
23. At what age did you find out that Santa Clauswasn't real?
since i was born
24. Do you write poems?
ya, retarded poems hahaha
25. Do you snore?
no
26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
all ways
27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
what?
28. Are you basically a happy person?
VERY VERY HAPPY PERSON !
29. Are you tired?
NO
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
ya
32. How many landline/cellphones do you have inyour house?
er... too lazy to count now
33. Do you get along with your parents?
os os
34. Do u smoke?
i'm am trying to stop but basically too hard
35. Do you have a cat?
used to for three days, dont ask why caused i've never fancied cats
36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
when i was 12 ! haha
37. What do you do when you're sad?
be anti-social
38. What do you need most now?
paper and pen
39. What song are you listening to now?
i wish i was a punk rocker
40. What are you craving right now?
nothing

2006-07-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

today school ended at 12 !
hurray !!
went town....
met shaun chan ! BLOODY BUM ! suppose to be giving out flyers but me and nic are basically doing all the work ! hahaha.
NEEK WORKS AT NYDC ! SERIOUSLY IT'S ALWAYS NEEK THAT WE SEE ! WHEN WILL IT BE TIAN TIAN'S TURN ???!
both nics bloody stocker !
hahaha
mr bones that is karl and his friend peter the lamp post came in between and left in between...
haha
OH KARL, LOVE YOUR SEXY PHONE ! hahaha. HOT PINK ! LOVE IT !

2006-07-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

Emill is so screwed ! Emill screwed her n levels oral !

my tongue was tied.
i couldn't describe the picture
i didnt use my vocabs.
well maybe i did but just one word.
'engrossed'
i basically just babbled some words during conversation
i did not do well for my reading.
my nervous-ness has taken over me.
i stumbled over the sentence a few times !
bloody hell there was 2 examiner.
and the chinese man just could not shut up !
i screwed my first part of picture.
he asked me a question
so i said am i suppossed to answer ur question
or describe the picture first !
BUMMER !
conversation was just short and sweet and he asked my why and stuff !
HELLO ! i will lose marks if u just dont SHUT IT !

i definately did better for prelims ! a 100% sure !
so depressing ! totally ! i know ! screw oral !

2006-07-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

2006-07-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

SCREW LIFE !
SCREW SCHOOL !
SCREW BOOKS !
SCREW WORLD !
3 WEEKS TO PRELIMS ! SCREW IT !!!
EMILL IS DYING TOO MUCH STUDYING !!!
I'LL GO MENTAL I TELL YOU !
THIS MONTH IS THE WORST MONTH !

BUMMER ! BUMMER !

2006-06-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

went to singapore idol yesterday ! was damn fun ! were screaming and all supporting gayle ! we shouted HOLLY"S name during the interval hahaha. JOAKIM STEAM !!!!!!! I Swear HE IS !!!! hahahahhaha. me nic nat screamed like hell i tell you!

2006-06-28T15:43:00.000+08:00

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you die right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "Remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah, I'd spill my heart
Yeah, I'd spill my heart for you

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
Until the day I die

2006-06-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

first day of school and i was late ! BUMMER ! there was a jam at rosyth primary wth i know! today went home straight. was being good
well, i am

2006-06-26T00:06:00.000+08:00

went to tampines mall today to watch alfy sing for teenage icon. got lost along the way. well, i havent been there for damn long. i meet ameer daniel damien alfy sister and some guy there. Alfy sang the reason. he was good. judges are blind i tell you ! so he made it to wild card and sang the same song. well, he didnt have time to get ready so he sang the same song. haha. i help ameer put eye shadow. haha. my neck is damn pain cause i strained it thanks to ameer ! all of them were practically tickling my neck! went long john. it was hilarious. alfy got a free toothpaste. so i asked ameer to press it. i i pressed it more. so it went all over his face! HAHAH!
you deserve it ! kidding la. i'm sorry. later alfy atnd on the cahir and said thank you for coming to watch him sing, hahaha, then we quickly ran out. haha.. left at about 9.30 pm. I HAD FUN with them today. gosh how i miss hanging with them. and its been so long since i've seen alfy and all.... haha
school tomorrow ! SCREW IT MAN ! 4 period of a maths after recess straight ! damn it !

2006-06-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

Well this is a must blog !
justin and my cousin ridzwan was fighting next to my house. just right beside. i swear it was the most funniest fight i've ever seen ! so drama ! hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE ! iloveher!

2006-06-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

if i had one wish i would wish for you to stay,
stay and not leave me in this turt
stay and show me the wonders of life
stay build lots of new memories to cheerish

if we could be bestfriends
you would be my number ONE !
i'll be there for you like how bestfriends should
i'll tell you secrets.... things that only you would know

if i could ask for anything in this world,
that would be for you to comeback and stay for good

if i could have anything in this world
is a machine to stop time, so that every moment spent, will not fade away.

2006-06-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

MY BROTHER IS SERIOUSLY AN ASS !
this past few days with them has been a torture!
i mean seriously they pratically bullied me 24/7
and worst my parents didnt help me at all???!!!
i had to scream for help and they just look at me and laugh !
HELLO YOUR DAUGTHER NEEDS HELP ????!!!!
hahahaha.
I LOVE MY BROTHERS !
my younger brother took practically one hour just to choose a bloody car!
wth?
i know !

2006-06-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftOtmGD1yVo

SLUMBER VIDEO ALL DONE AND READY TO GO !
ALL HAIL NICC !
I LOVE HER !
THANKS BABE !

2006-06-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking pissed !

2006-06-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

HIS BLUE EYES !
STEAM-MOOOO

2006-06-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

DAY 1.

we reached Shaunna's house at 7. watched a bit of tv. dinner arrived guess what ? we had a candle lit dinner outside Shaunna's house. Ain't it ROMANTIC? haha. We watched Singapore Idol after that MR KIMCHI got in ! we were screaming like mad all ! haha. Took crazy pictures after that. we went to the playground, did a few recordings. the bloopers and stuff were damn funny. haha. so we went back in and bath, got dressed to our pjs ! haha. and the addiction goes on. more crazy pictures ! we watched dvds after that first was silent hill. but it was boring then it was she's the man then the disc got interrupted. so we went to the room had the 'GIRL TALK ' haha. BONDING IS FUN ! soon enough we knocked out !

DAY 2

woke up at 8 ! by the time we got ready it was 10 plus.... went to compass had breakfast, bought beach mat and drinks and we headed to SENTOSA ! and again the coincidence, we met maddy ! last year we met her at the same place and the ame goes for this year. haha. we satyed there for about an hour and took crazy pictures. we wandered off to different places and had fun ! haha we satyed till 4 plus cause we were to tired. and we cab home all the way. mel and nic fell asleep. shaunna on the couch talking to kelly, me lil nic and nat went swimming at nim gardens. we swam for a while then we went back. bathe and stuff and had dinner we had olio for dinner. yum yum . haha.

okay i'm too lazy to type further so basically we had fun !!!!!

2006-06-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

the picture says it all !

2006-06-17T16:31:00.000+08:00

emill is back from slumber
emilll is too lazy to update what happened during slumber
emill is depressed and does not want to talk to anyone !

2006-06-15T10:49:00.000+08:00

N levels is coming. i called up my friends whom i love dearly to be a source of motivation for me. So on 26 they will start telling me to study. how lucky to have friends like them...
THANK YOU !

SLUMBER TODAY !
BYE BYE BLOG !
EMILL SHALL SEE YA IN THREE DAYS TIME ! :)

2006-06-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

like clover on rustling trees
like roses on the ocean bed
i see you there on your knees
begging for some honey bees

I lift you up on your feet
and tell you something sweet
your smile so deep it almost bleed
i waited for your seed

i planted an orange seed
next to your honey bees
hoping to see who will win
i flooded the soil with more weed

i waited till for the morning sun
hoping to see my big orange tree
so lost with grief when i saw the weed
i ran home and never came out.

one more day till SLUMBER

2006-06-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

i changed my address to http://ww.flingblink.blogspot.com so there....
guess what that BIATCH blocked me !
it's okay i have all her darkest secrets.... and she doesn't know.
BURN BITCH DIE IN HELL !!!!
haha. what the hell...

SLUMBER ON 15....
JUST 2 DAYS AWAY !!!

2006-06-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

A TRIP TO THE ZOOOO WITH THEM !

2006-06-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

when you put us together and give us a camera... this is what u get !

2006-06-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

TOday I WENT TO THE ZOOO!!!!
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN !!!

SLUMBER IS ON 15.16.17 !!!
I'M OVERLY EXCITED !

I MISS TIAN TIAN AND REYNOLD !
haha. WTH !

2006-05-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

today was family day. goodness gracious it was boring ! we wanted to leave early but had to mark attendance all. so we left in between me nicc and jo went to the bustop waited for sherri, daryl, james, pantat and eugene. its been a long time since i've seen sherri ! i miss her... i am suppose to be james cousin and i dont even know him ! wow.... haha. okay so later we did a few song dedication.... and ya we left soon after marking attendance.

train to town. went to lido to meet daryl, shawn, jon, trevor, mark and the girlfriend. nat came after that... shaunna lavita and racheal too. didnt stay long walked around ate chicken rice and headed home.

cant wait for tomorrow... going to meet reynold... like finally after 5 months ! i miss him like fuck i tell you.... sarah's birthday party tomorrow so i guess i wont be spending a long period of time with the fantastic four. cause sarah's party is a family event... so i have to be there... what a great time to have a party....

tian tian is most probably coming to mos ! yeah.... hopefully i'll see him there ! i can't wait for mos ! party time !

slumber is coming tooo!!!! i cant wait for zoo and sentosa! 09 june to 11 june ! i love my clique seriously i do !

2006-05-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

I HAVE GOOD NEWS !
NO EXCELLENT !
NO IT'S BETTER THAN EXCELLENT OR GOOD OR ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD !
EVEN BETTER THAN TIAN TIAN OR ED ! maybe haha. OKAY ANYWAY GUESS WHAT???
REYNOLD IS COMING BACK!!!!!

2006-05-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
Here I am, pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly, exactly what I need
From up here, the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day
For a second, I wish the tide
Will swallow every inch of the city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face, if you were here
Swear I won't miss a beat
Cause I never, never have before
From up here, the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
For a second, I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasped for air tonight

2006-05-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

shall blog about singapore idol.
I SAW TIAN TIAN !
MY HOT SEXY DRUMMER !!!
he's so hot he make my heart melt !
hahahha.
wth!
anyway today went to shaunna house with oreal .
played the drums and her cool electric guitar
it was BLOODY HEAVY i tell you !

Today had spot check in school
boy, am i lucky ?
i didnt get caught for my detached belt...
or my long nails....
hahhaa.

alrite... so that's about it i guess.
oh tian tian so cute!
hahaha

2006-05-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

oh baby, oh baby. i love your sexy hair. but where did it go? in my pocket? I DONT KNOWWWW.

DAY 1
off to the zoo we go
movieeeee marathhhooonnn!!!
off to sleepppp ZZZZZZZ !

DAY 2
SENTOSA !
movie marathonnnn??? maybe hahahha

DAY3
breakfast !!!
back hoommmmeee

2006-05-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

I LOVE 5 CHICS AND A DUDE !

SLUMBER ON 09-11 June !

I CANT WAIT !!!

2006-05-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE OREAL !

2006-05-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

2 MORE PAPERS A MATHS PAPER 1 AND 2 SHIOK BALLS !

2006-05-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today went town to study with jo, oreal, johnathan, bryan, trevor, edmund, daryl and shwan. didn't study first but later i got down to business did a bit of a maths with the help of bryan. THANK YOU BRYAN ! john daryl and trevor left early so its left with us, after that they went to buy ciggs. me and oreal stayed at macs like stupid gays. hahaha. so we brought their stuff.. which is shit heavy walked to far east to meet the rest with nad. and we went to the bridge to smoke. gosh it felt good real good then mark joined us. walked to plaza sing. went to meridean smoke again... i was feeling shit high. and felt like throwing up all. I LOVE OREAL ! MY GAL-FRIEND ! hahaha. soon we all went home except for mark nad shawn and edmund they went to play pool... now i'm home listening to the election thing WP won two seats. THANK GOD THEY WON ! haha. pap won about 11 or more... not sure though

TIAN TIAN ADORABLY CUTE AND FUNKY !

2006-05-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops

I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me

Every time I see your face my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you

2006-04-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

Mirrors on the ceiling

Pink champange on ice

And she said

we are all just prisoners here

Of our own device.

How they dance in the courtyard

Sweet summer sweat

Some dance to remember

Some dance to forget

Please bring me my wine

As we gathered for a feast

They stabbed it with our steely knives

But they can't just kill beast

I had to find the passage back to the place I was before

2006-04-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to the hollerback crew with kay, nadia, mel, hannah, vanessa, shannaz, shaunna, gleda, jane and sherri.
met shokchen there. the hollerback crew was boring. and the weather is so hot ! you cannot imagine !
so later we went our seperate ways... shaunna gleda jane and sherri went to bugis we went town vanessa and shannaz continued watching.
went to plaza sing, me and hannah bought a top from flesh imp. i simply love their stylish stickers ! HAHAHAso later hannah had to leave. we went to cine after that ate at pastamania. then we walked to taka, kay and me bought doughnut... we walked around kay bought bubble tea.we went to wisma met laura nad elaine netto.. then went to topshop cause we wanted to buy a clutch, but topshop's one was shit ugly. oh i met chewing gum... sheng guan i mean ... hahaha. went to surfbabe but their wallets so ugly ! i felt so depressed ! hahah went to far east wanted to get heels but they didn't have my size... just imagine i couldn't get what i wanted !! SO WE WENT TO PAPERDOLL, i fell in love with their books so i bought the once upon time book and a notepad ! my babaies ! hahaha. love love love so we met safith for a while and then me nadia and kay left !

2006-03-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

it's starting all over again.. maybe i do maybe i don't
i'm not too sure myself.

2006-03-31T21:42:00.000+08:00

CLUB MOMO CANCELLED !

so it was cancelled ! why? cause Ranjeet organize it !
he is such a freak and we hate him so none of us wanted to go !
in the end, only edmund daryl bryan went.... i think so hahas
HOLLERBACK CREW TOMORROW !
YEAH ! EVERYONE MEET AT 2 o'clock AT CITY HALL !

suppose to go to nic's house tonight. but i'm dead beat ! sorry nic mel nat jo... some other time ! hahhaha

i practically had a good time sleeping.... it was raining so it was damn nice all...hahahah

2006-03-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

MY PROGRESS REPORT BOOK !

got my progress report book today..
english - 75
malay - 51.8
a maths - 35.3
e maths -78.8
science -67.5
humanities - 54.5
as you can see i failed a maths ! bummer !
i have to work extremely hard this time round...
YUP :)

2006-03-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

There goes my Valentine againSoaked in Red for what she saidAnd Now shes gone!Oh my god have i done it again,there's a pulse and its deafeningI cant help what i hear in my head,Its the switch that i flip they said,Hand of Blood! I dont wana feel like my heart is breaking,Hand OF Blood! I dont wana see that life is burningI saw you look away,is what you've seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.(I saw you run)I saw you run away,Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing.Theres a stain on my hand, and its redOh my god, am i losing it?I cant help what I've done or I've saidIt's the button i pushHand of Blood! i dont wana feel like my heart is breaking,Hand OF Blood! I dont wana see that my life is burning.I saw you look away,Is what youve seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.(I saw you run away) I saw you run away,Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing

2006-03-27T16:55:00.000+08:00

today went to compass with mel.
met bryan at starbuicks and accompanied him to the clinic. he's such an ass la ! he told the lady at the counter that me and mel gave him flowers cause we think he's so HOT ! hahaha, so basically we waited about thirty to forty minutes for that idiot to see the doctor and collect his medicine. waited damn long la.... so we went macs later bought fries and went home so here i am now blogging... yup and i've got to go now...

2006-03-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let 'em say what they're gonna say but tonight,
I just don't really care
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)
I've seen it all I got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me let's leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don't care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That's what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say 'cuz tonight,
I just don't even care
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)
Let's pretend you're mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh c'mon
Just one taste and you'll want more
So tell me what you're waiting for
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever - forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do - that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Yeah... forever...
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together - together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(Yeah yeah) - with you, yeah
With you (yeah yeah)
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)

2006-03-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

Can you smell the burning of your white wedding dress, left ablaze in front of your rueful eyes? the day you've been longing for, is never to come true, so let this church bell rings, with that, you're gone..Hold your breath, before you grasp for another one. Can you feel the air, getting thinner and thinner? These faces you would see, these places you would miss, these fears deep in you, this love you have lost. Like a thousand letters, written by a heart, how it makes me feel, but what has it all become?On the day you felt left behind (is when you know) This fairytale doesn't exist (in you) So stop dreaming now and stay awake,This is the fake that is hurting and true. So stop dreaming now and stay awakeOpen up your eyes and stay awake!Open up your eyes and see for yourself, the face you're looking at.Open up your eyes and see for yourself, this is my face you're looking at! You said this love forever, but i'm stilll waiting for you. What have i done? bleed this love, away..

2006-03-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

I never said I’d lie in wait forever
If I died, we'd be together now
I can’t always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever
Get the feeling that you’re never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

2006-03-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

Broken promises but you don't really mind. It's not the first time and you know know it, don't you now. Tell me why it is you only smile inside? When you break me into nothing don't you know? It's not like I haven't tried over and over again Stupid fights Wrong or right Goodbye I remember when you came with me that night. You said forever that you would never let me go. And here I am again with nothing left inside. Ao I don't wanna but I gotta let you go. You're my the one mistake I really didn't mind. So beautiful. Unmerciful. It took me down. Too little and too late. See now I know your kind you fake it easy just to please me. Don't you know? It's not like we haven't tried over and over again. Sleepless nights. Wrong or right. Goodbye. I remember when you came with me that night. You said forever that you would never let me go. And here I am again with nothing left inside. Ao I don't wanna but I gotta let you go. I gotta let you go. It's you

2006-03-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

KAY BLOGGED FOR ME ABOUT ME....
HAHAHA, THANKS KAY!! :)

i'm tired tired tired
oh so very tired.......
i am not aware of what's happening around me...
completely oblivious.....
BUMMER !
i am damn sad that i can't get the song
let you go by ashley parker....... sigh...
i am not going to sleep until i get that song !!
i need a new lip smacker ! new one!!!!!!!

2006-03-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO! conflicts may not always be resolved. tensions may arise. things will not always stay peacefull. is it time for merger ? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

PLAYED FRISBEE FOR PE TODAY. PREPAID FOOD FOR RECESS; VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE.
jokessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss all day.

went to compass was a little greedy. ha ha joking. hmmm. then went for a swim. and a tan and a float. then enjoyed apple squirt. shiok shiok. exercised quite a bit i suppose then i went home because my dad didnt allow me to go for the gig.

WHAT'S MEANT TO BE MINE SHALL ALWAYS BE : my boxers

hahahaha. i'm kay and i HEART EMILL!

2006-03-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

i cooked today. i cooked french toast. three loafs.
hahahha. guess what happened to them??
one was not cook another over cook the last one turned black !
hahahaha! but i ate all of it .... too hungry
so my maid cooked for me egg onion cheese bread three loafs
too... i was eating bread for dinner !
i can never cook hahah !!!

i miss reynold ! just two more months ! how exciting !

2006-03-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

2006-03-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

MID YEAR IS IN 6 WEEKS TIME !!!
BUMMER !!
i am so stressed up now. i've been really slacking alot cause of cheerleading and slacking in class, not doing my homework and stuff. i really need to BUCK UP ! my dad just talked to me about school stuff ! EMILL CAN'T HAVE ANY FUN THIS MONTH, JUNE OR UNTIL YOUR N LEVEL EXAMINATIONS IS OVER ! just imagine that no slumber this june i guess ! i am so sad la! wth! but it is for my own good ! yup ! i am aiming for at least 3 to 5 points not more than that ! ! hahaha. tuition tomorrow 6.30 to 8.30. 2 hours..... this whole month tuition will start at 6.30. she have school that's why... well i have more time to study some other things... okay i'm going to revise on indices. NEW CHAPTER tomorrow ! :)

2006-03-17T22:59:00.001+08:00

if i live to be a hundred... oh well i dont think i will even reach 4o after all the crazy things i do to my body. sometimes i'm clueless and i'm clumsy but that's all a part of me... that's who i am.... if i never win a grammy i'll be just fine.... when the day is done my mummy's still my biggest fan ! when i make a big mistake and flat on my face i'll be alright..... Should my tender heart be broken ? i'll cry those tear drops knowing that i'm fine cause nothing changes who i am . i'm a loser i'm a winner i'm steady and unstable i am young and i am able still i've got friends who loves me! :)
with every passing moment it just keeps getting worst. the walls are getting smaller and i am six feet beneath the earth. i will be just lost.
leave me in a dark room with my stereo. kill my ear drums with the loud music that you play. let me be deaf so i can't hear what's happening around me. let my tears blind me so that i won't be able to see my loved ones get hurt.

2006-03-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

DISNEY ON ICE CALLED OFF !
sad??... yup but the ice still lives on..... i went
ICE SKATING !!! :)
ice skating uber fun ! went with nic andre and lance[nic bro and his friend].... its sad cause its only me and nic... but still we had fun..... :)

A MATHS CLASS WAS A TOTAL BUMMER !! i was dying... seriously dying... 4 hours of amaths lesson and only about 15 mins break.... just imagine how much i have to go through.... for the last ten mins i couldn't take it my head hurts like mad the formulas are repeating itself in my head .... i was simply covering my ear just so that i cant listen to all the formulas and everything mr tan is saying.. but he was using a microphone !! wth ! i was asking him to stop teaching us cause i couldn't fit everything into my head and he still say last one all... i was on the verge of crying !!!

i have to calm myself down like now... i have been really pissed off lately...like seriously pissed off ! i will just break out soon and this is the side that no one wants to see...