i cant tell how this last song ends

Saturday, September 30, 2006

it was all yellow,

tested and true
Superstitions arent meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
Youre probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?

Saturday, September 23, 2006

it was all yellow,

Evanesence- call me when you're sober

So, don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you’re sober,
You only want it ‘cause it’s over - it’s over.
How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?

Friday, September 22, 2006

it was all yellow,

i called in 'sick' for school today, too tired, and i want to stay home and study ! today there is CD period which is a waste of time... release stress programme where classes will be doing a short skit. but i can use the time to study. Literature is a total mess ! miss yeo gave us homework cause shesaid that that will be the only way we'll actually study for lit, and i dont even understand a shit ! BUMMER !
Basically, N LEVELS is just a week a way ! FREAKING SHIT SCARY ! I can feel the tension building, pressure is rising, I stress is over taking my brain. No shit 9 days may seemed alot but the time spent on every subject actually shorten your days ! Maybe i sould take a time off for a week but ironically this last week is useful in going through all the mistakes in a maths and e maths and maybe we can master it.

things to study

1. a maths

2. e maths

3. english

4. biology

5. physics

6. literature

6 subjets in 14 days, 2 subject on each day so at the end of 12 days i must be well prepared by then. well lets hope so. i kow i can make it to sec 5 next year but it's how well i'll do this year that matters. soon i'll make the great escape[ All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind ]

paramore
I can feel the pressure its getting closer now

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

it was all yellow,

aim high, soar high

it was all yellow,

school has been challenging. paper by paper every single day at least 2 paper a day. but i'm dealing with it. Even when i am extremely tired, suprisingly i didnt doze off but concentrated on it. I have been passing A maths, well its just pass but i'm working hard to get at least 60 marks for it! So emill is going to work hard for a maths :D.
DOODLES BACK TO STUDYING ! :D
aiming for 5 points and below, i want to get three point so i am studying really hard ! I will succeed in what i achieve in ! YUPPPP

Sunday, September 17, 2006

it was all yellow,

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that well never find
They dont mean a thing tonight

Saturday, September 16, 2006

it was all yellow,

just studied a maths and e maths. okay now i think i got the hang of it. e maths improving ans so is a maths ! : D happy me ! okay still have other subjects... going to do it tonight, i have no time to waste !

2 nice song to listen
slow down -the academy is
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it.
You never did.
Take back everything you said.
You never meant a word of it.
You never did.

maybe-secondhandserenade
Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up and I don't think that
I Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Friday, September 15, 2006

it was all yellow,

TODAY we had a class skit. It was DAMN fun ! hahah. i think this is like the first time the whole class TOGETHER AS ONE perform in something and actually contributed ideas ! i feel so happy la ! 4b ALLL THE WAAYYY LA !!

nrp was suspended today, cause the librarian went to complain. oh wells.. but the matter is solved now, and so monday back to nrp programme! this time we will be really good !

Thursday, September 14, 2006

it was all yellow,

I MISS YA'LL !!

18 more DAYSSS.

i hope the school will like give us one week break before the n levels so that i have time to study at home by myself. going to school is just a waste of time. well, maybe not when we are doing all the test. but the feedback period is just dumb. sometimes the teacher is not even there. Mrs elang came to the library to scold us cause the 3 classes were making too much noise and that lady went to complain. oh wells... I think i woke up on the wrong side of bed today, i'm was so grumpy and pissed. NOISE POLLUTION IS BAD FOR ME ! i did a script for our class play it's sort of a musical like skit, but the class are not going to sing, so i guess it's just saying. but it won't be nice AT ALL. oh suit themselves la. since my classmates dont know their lines, norani thought of lip saying, but the actresses will seriously look stupid on stage ! well even though it's a stress release programme at least let them express some emotions, it's more better that way ! WELL WHATEVER ! i dont care ! and this thing it's a waste of time ! i dont understand what's so important about our character development lessons when exams is just 18 days away. it may seem a long way, but it's going extremely fast for me !! !!! OH STRESSSSS !! god damn it i need to fag !!

Theres Forces working in our heads
But we don't understand them
I need a map to find my way out all the time
There's Curses Lurking in our heads
but we don't want to find them
We need to come back down and face what we've become

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

it was all yellow,

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

19 days to Ns CHIONG all the way l a!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

it was all yellow,

NRP resumed today ! i'm dying test everyday. had physics and lit. i think i have to start practising on physics i am forgetting the darn formulas. lit was okay passage understandable. well question not so. miss yeo cried today cause the lit girls cleaned her board for her and she was touched. the 7 of them cleaned but me and brenda just stood there watching them. hahaha. we came later and were sort of clueless. hahaha. tomorrow is e maths and a maths. so back to practising again. 20 more days to N LEVELS . HELP ? SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME.-marykate and ashley love them

i think i am in love with buried myself alive recommended by alfy. is shit ass nice !
You almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarmred flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cryI buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you outand let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

a soothing song.... love it la !
okay so chaos back to studying

Sunday, September 10, 2006

it was all yellow,

exciting yet boring
enormous yet small
fierce yet harmless
okay wth i dont even know what i'm talking about..
THINGS TO DO TOMORROW !
1. EMILL shall get up early for school
2. EMILL shall pay attention in class
3. EMILL shall not sleep during A maths lesson
4. EMILL shall go straight home after school
5. EMILL shall sit on the table and study !
well, if i'm not wron exams only 25 more days. or maybe even lesser !
BUMMER ! MY WORLD WILL END !

HAHAH. MY BROTHER'S FAVOURITE SHOW.
THIS IS SOMETHING TO LAUGH ABOUT TO
CALM YOURSELF DOWN. OKAY

Friday, September 08, 2006

it was all yellow,

HAD FUN ON WEDNESDAY WITH THE BABES !

LOVE YA'LL!

Monday, September 04, 2006

it was all yellow,

STEVE IRWIN WAS KILLED BY STINGRAY
he was only 44 with two kids aged 3 and 8 and a wife TERRIZ but his life had to end there. he was still filming a show.. but i guess it will stop there cause he's gone. i feel so sad. he was a good man ! and i love his shows dearly... he is known to me by mr crocodile... but who would have known he'll leave so fast... the stingray suck out his whole heart.. what a cruel thing to do and what a way to die.... in memory of mr steve irwin... my inspirational guy, i love you so ! i feel so sad...

it was all yellow,

malay paper was so nonsense. i think i wrote out of point. they asked why and i rpelied with how... so wait i did write out of point. BUMMER ! screw it la ... so complicated and my malay dictionary was so limited i cant even find the word wake up ! all the questions given for paper one dont make sense and i dont get it la! paper 2 was sos so. i could do the first page, second page was just terrible i dont even think they're speaking malay. its like so complex and complicated ! page 3 i could do 2 it s malay idioms and i didnt study so what the heck ! page 3 form sentence i thin k i know like 4 of it well i've heard of it before and the cloze passage was okay for me. its like about music. and the rest of it was okay la. so maybe i can get a higher marks for my malay maybe better than C5 . well whatever it is its over, so screw it ! i have listening at 8 tmr. and ss at 2 omg 5 hours of nothing... i think i'll go somewhere and study, yup shall do that... so off to study ss now. i'm having a headache. and SS IS A KILLER !!! hahahaha

Saturday, September 02, 2006

it was all yellow,

i took for granted all the times
i hear the laughter i taste the tears
okay random... i'm listening to right here waiting for you... damn it what a shit song la !
i'm in love with history by funeral for a friend...
This sky will make me sick
so I'll give up on you
I'll give up on this.
Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine
this song really makes u think a lot like really. i have so much to say now but dont i have no idea how to put it. hahaha. WTH ! i think i have gone all mad now hahahaha. oh i'm thinking about BRING IT ON all or nothing !
E:HEY !
A:HEY WHAT ?!
E: INTRODUCE YOURSELF
A: NO WAY !
E:INTRODUCE YOURSELF
A:OKAY !
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 MY NAME IS AMBER AND I SAY HI !
6, 7, 8, 9, 10 BACK IT UP AND MEET MY FRIEND !
HEY COURTNEY !
random..... too random emill.... i am getting the hang of countries divided... but still there is so much to study ! i am risking myself by studying 2 chapters ! screw me !! BUMMER !