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scream at me make it the best i ever heard

MY HAPPY PILLS !
LIL NIC<3
NAT<3
NICC<3
MEL<3
KEITH
JUDITH<3
ISABEL
JAMIE
OREAL
KAY-LYN
XOXO

Friday, March 31, 2006
it was all yellow,

it's starting all over again.. maybe i do maybe i don't
i'm not too sure myself.

it was all yellow,

CLUB MOMO CANCELLED !

so it was cancelled ! why? cause Ranjeet organize it !
he is such a freak and we hate him so none of us wanted to go !
in the end, only edmund daryl bryan went.... i think so hahas
HOLLERBACK CREW TOMORROW !
YEAH ! EVERYONE MEET AT 2 o'clock AT CITY HALL !

suppose to go to nic's house tonight. but i'm dead beat ! sorry nic mel nat jo... some other time ! hahhaha

i practically had a good time sleeping.... it was raining so it was damn nice all...hahahah

Wednesday, March 29, 2006
it was all yellow,

MY PROGRESS REPORT BOOK !

got my progress report book today..
english - 75
malay - 51.8
a maths - 35.3
e maths -78.8
science -67.5
humanities - 54.5
as you can see i failed a maths ! bummer !
i have to work extremely hard this time round...
YUP :)

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
it was all yellow,

There goes my Valentine againSoaked in Red for what she saidAnd Now shes gone!Oh my god have i done it again,there's a pulse and its deafeningI cant help what i hear in my head,Its the switch that i flip they said,Hand of Blood! I dont wana feel like my heart is breaking,Hand OF Blood! I dont wana see that life is burningI saw you look away,is what you've seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.(I saw you run)I saw you run away,Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing.Theres a stain on my hand, and its redOh my god, am i losing it?I cant help what I've done or I've saidIt's the button i pushHand of Blood! i dont wana feel like my heart is breaking,Hand OF Blood! I dont wana see that my life is burning.I saw you look away,Is what youve seen to much to take or are you blind and seeing nothing.(I saw you run away) I saw you run away,Is what ive done to much to take or are you scared of being nothing

Monday, March 27, 2006
it was all yellow,

today went to compass with mel.
met bryan at starbuicks and accompanied him to the clinic. he's such an ass la ! he told the lady at the counter that me and mel gave him flowers cause we think he's so HOT ! hahaha, so basically we waited about thirty to forty minutes for that idiot to see the doctor and collect his medicine. waited damn long la.... so we went macs later bought fries and went home so here i am now blogging... yup and i've got to go now...

Sunday, March 26, 2006
it was all yellow,

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let 'em say what they're gonna say but tonight,
I just don't really care
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)
I've seen it all I got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me let's leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don't care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That's what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say 'cuz tonight,
I just don't even care
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)
Let's pretend you're mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh c'mon
Just one taste and you'll want more
So tell me what you're waiting for
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever - forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do - that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Yeah... forever...
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together - together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(Yeah yeah) - with you, yeah
With you (yeah yeah)
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)

it was all yellow,

Can you smell the burning of your white wedding dress, left ablaze in front of your rueful eyes? the day you've been longing for, is never to come true, so let this church bell rings, with that, you're gone..Hold your breath, before you grasp for another one. Can you feel the air, getting thinner and thinner? These faces you would see, these places you would miss, these fears deep in you, this love you have lost. Like a thousand letters, written by a heart, how it makes me feel, but what has it all become?On the day you felt left behind (is when you know) This fairytale doesn't exist (in you) So stop dreaming now and stay awake,This is the fake that is hurting and true. So stop dreaming now and stay awakeOpen up your eyes and stay awake!Open up your eyes and see for yourself, the face you're looking at.Open up your eyes and see for yourself, this is my face you're looking at! You said this love forever, but i'm stilll waiting for you. What have i done? bleed this love, away..

it was all yellow,

I never said I’d lie in wait forever
If I died, we'd be together now
I can’t always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever
Get the feeling that you’re never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I, should I
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

Friday, March 24, 2006
it was all yellow,

Broken promises but you don't really mind. It's not the first time and you know know it, don't you now. Tell me why it is you only smile inside? When you break me into nothing don't you know? It's not like I haven't tried over and over again Stupid fights Wrong or right Goodbye I remember when you came with me that night. You said forever that you would never let me go. And here I am again with nothing left inside. Ao I don't wanna but I gotta let you go. You're my the one mistake I really didn't mind. So beautiful. Unmerciful. It took me down. Too little and too late. See now I know your kind you fake it easy just to please me. Don't you know? It's not like we haven't tried over and over again. Sleepless nights. Wrong or right. Goodbye. I remember when you came with me that night. You said forever that you would never let me go. And here I am again with nothing left inside. Ao I don't wanna but I gotta let you go. I gotta let you go. It's you

it was all yellow,

KAY BLOGGED FOR ME ABOUT ME....
HAHAHA, THANKS KAY!! :)

i'm tired tired tired
oh so very tired.......
i am not aware of what's happening around me...
completely oblivious.....
BUMMER !
i am damn sad that i can't get the song
let you go by ashley parker....... sigh...
i am not going to sleep until i get that song !!
i need a new lip smacker ! new one!!!!!!!

it was all yellow,

HELLO! conflicts may not always be resolved. tensions may arise. things will not always stay peacefull. is it time for merger ? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

PLAYED FRISBEE FOR PE TODAY. PREPAID FOOD FOR RECESS; VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE.
jokessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss all day.


went to compass was a little greedy. ha ha joking. hmmm. then went for a swim. and a tan and a float. then enjoyed apple squirt. shiok shiok. exercised quite a bit i suppose then i went home because my dad didnt allow me to go for the gig.

WHAT'S MEANT TO BE MINE SHALL ALWAYS BE :
my boxers

hahahaha. i'm kay and i HEART EMILL!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
it was all yellow,

i cooked today. i cooked french toast. three loafs.
hahahha. guess what happened to them??
one was not cook another over cook the last one turned black !
hahahaha! but i ate all of it .... too hungry
so my maid cooked for me egg onion cheese bread three loafs
too... i was eating bread for dinner !
i can never cook hahah !!!

i miss reynold ! just two more months ! how exciting !

Tuesday, March 21, 2006
it was all yellow,

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 20, 2006
it was all yellow,

MID YEAR IS IN 6 WEEKS TIME !!!
BUMMER !!
i am so stressed up now. i've been really slacking alot cause of cheerleading and slacking in class, not doing my homework and stuff. i really need to BUCK UP ! my dad just talked to me about school stuff ! EMILL CAN'T HAVE ANY FUN THIS MONTH, JUNE OR UNTIL YOUR N LEVEL EXAMINATIONS IS OVER ! just imagine that no slumber this june i guess ! i am so sad la! wth! but it is for my own good ! yup ! i am aiming for at least 3 to 5 points not more than that ! ! hahaha. tuition tomorrow 6.30 to 8.30. 2 hours..... this whole month tuition will start at 6.30. she have school that's why... well i have more time to study some other things... okay i'm going to revise on indices. NEW CHAPTER tomorrow ! :)

Friday, March 17, 2006
it was all yellow,

if i live to be a hundred... oh well i dont think i will even reach 4o after all the crazy things i do to my body. sometimes i'm clueless and i'm clumsy but that's all a part of me... that's who i am.... if i never win a grammy i'll be just fine.... when the day is done my mummy's still my biggest fan ! when i make a big mistake and flat on my face i'll be alright..... Should my tender heart be broken ? i'll cry those tear drops knowing that i'm fine cause nothing changes who i am . i'm a loser i'm a winner i'm steady and unstable i am young and i am able still i've got friends who loves me! :)
with every passing moment it just keeps getting worst. the walls are getting smaller and i am six feet beneath the earth. i will be just lost.
leave me in a dark room with my stereo. kill my ear drums with the loud music that you play. let me be deaf so i can't hear what's happening around me. let my tears blind me so that i won't be able to see my loved ones get hurt.

it was all yellow,

DISNEY ON ICE CALLED OFF !
sad??... yup but the ice still lives on..... i went
ICE SKATING !!! :)
ice skating uber fun ! went with nic andre and lance[nic bro and his friend].... its sad cause its only me and nic... but still we had fun..... :)

A MATHS CLASS WAS A TOTAL BUMMER !! i was dying... seriously dying... 4 hours of amaths lesson and only about 15 mins break.... just imagine how much i have to go through.... for the last ten mins i couldn't take it my head hurts like mad the formulas are repeating itself in my head .... i was simply covering my ear just so that i cant listen to all the formulas and everything mr tan is saying.. but he was using a microphone !! wth ! i was asking him to stop teaching us cause i couldn't fit everything into my head and he still say last one all... i was on the verge of crying !!!

i have to calm myself down like now... i have been really pissed off lately...like seriously pissed off ! i will just break out soon and this is the side that no one wants to see...

Thursday, March 16, 2006
THGIL EGNAROP ELBATROP TOH A TNEVNI OT STNAW ADNILRAM .SME it was all yellow,

HELLO HELLO HELLO
i'm kay-lyn and i am INVADING.

never go to restaurants if they seem desperate.

yesterday went to marina bay for LIVE seafood
sometimes things that come in small quantities are good afterall;
7 of us had such fun!
the prawn was so SO FRESH .it hopped and it jumped and it flew. they gave two containers fuuuulll. so they were happily cooking except for me and ems.
THEN one prawn hopped out ms yang's chopstick and she screamed and dropped it. then all the prawns got activated and they started moving in the containers
so we had to close it and we put cans on it to be safe. even on the aluminium foil it hopped out . and we was all screaming! but it was damn funny. fun FUN FUN FUN! so then later on it caught fire. and there were many nosey people, what to do. this is SINGAPORE!
all the way back it was fun too. then we cabbed home..... taxidriver was damn foul. i am surprised the flashes didnt blind him.

SO COME ALONG AND BUY HER HOT LIGHTS.




Tuesday, March 14, 2006
it was all yellow,

I am Rosemary's granddaughterthe spitting image of my fatherand when the day is donemy momma's still my biggest fanSometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsybut I've got friends that love meand they know just where I standIt's all a part of meand that's who I am

I'm a Barbie girl in a Barbie worldlife in plastic, it's fantastic You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere Imagination, life is your creation Come on Barbie, let's go party!
I'm a blond bimbo girl in a fantasy world Dress me up, make me talk, I'm your dollie You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour and pain Kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky You can touch, you can play if you say I'm always yours,

it was all yellow,

i'm sick now
i think...
i am having a major cold my eyes can't stop tearing.

it was all yellow,

I'M SO BORED BORED BORED........
ON FRIDAY I"M GOING TO DISNEY ON IC E!!!!!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH !!!

Monday, March 13, 2006
it was all yellow,

I LOVE MY SEXY ORANGE CRAYON !!
i love her !

Saturday, March 11, 2006
it was all yellow,

I had a dream last night and in my dream I took a knife to you
I slit your throat from ear to ear
The wound was gasping for the air, your scream
so clear

But every dream could never come true
Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you

With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost

I had a dream last night and in my dream I robbed a country club
A five year old tried to stop me
But I shot him through the head, and now he's dead
But every dream could never come true
Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost

With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost

Your heart
Your heart
Your heart
Your heart
Oh, it's better to rush upon this blade
Then
give into the fear in your heart
(Your heart)
These dreams never cease
(Your heart)
These dreams never cease
(Your heart)
These dreams never cease
Your heart
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost

With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the earth
And I will be, oh I will be, just lost
Just lost

Tuesday, March 07, 2006
it was all yellow,

okay i'm bloging again.... yeah ?? haha.. maths test was okay . easy i can say... hhahaa. i lost all my malay worksheet and book. she will kill me but oh well. i dont give a damn about malay! cheerleading bla bla bla bla bla.... hahha. i played bball with sam today. haha. i was good i think. actually its the opposite haha. shit thang.

lalala... going to stay over nic's house this thursday.. hurray !!! jump for joy !!!! we are going to a gig at third place!!!!! hahaha can't wait.!!!

next week holiday ! shiok but must still come to school. its for 2 days so its okay la... justin ask me if i want to go drinking during the one week holi... maybe i will go but i'll be the only girl out of all of them... i'll think about it justin ! hahaha

caleb told me he saw me just now at the bustop but i dont remembber a thing la... haha. so in the end we gave up... hhahaa.

melt my heart with your sexy smile.!!! she already did it.... haha.

3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 33 3 3 3 33 3 3 33

Monday, March 06, 2006
it was all yellow,

FLING FLUNK FLUNG !
BYE BYE TRUE LOVE HELLO MISS SEXY !
hahha....

forget the past and move on... YES !
i'm totally getting the hang of it !
hahhaa...
I'm happy today i got the laugh of my life !
haha. terrible laugh but mean , i know...
well i can't help i t! ahhaah

I HEART YOU !
3 more months.
this friday there's a gig at third place
i can't wai t!!!!!! :)

Sunday, March 05, 2006
it was all yellow,

I'M SO STRESSED UP RIGHT NOW
LIFE AND STUDIES
TUITION CANCELLED A MATHS TEST TOMORROW !
DIE !!!
I GOING TO BREAK DOWN REAL SOON

it was all yellow,

your reply: maybe yes or no i dont know.
wth!
thanks.

3 knocks on the door but there's no one there.

Friday, March 03, 2006
it was all yellow,

we are drifting away and away and away...


i've been talking to justin from just now... full of shit know he.
TOMORROW cheerleading. buy outfit play pool with justin eunouch and his friends all
shiok haha

i dont like her la... asking if i like her is asking if i like stink bomb! NO WAY LA !
I like you still... ya i do :)

Thursday, March 02, 2006
it was all yellow,

I HAVE BEEN PISSED OFF WITH THEM FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS !!!
NO ORIGINALITY IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY !!!

i'm talking to jen while reading my lit book and talking to people online. multi tasking, but it's not helping. haha. i cant concentrate haha. i have a lit test tomorrow but i need someone to talk to, so ya i'm talking to jen. venting my anger on her all. haha. no joking. not venting, but just talking....

:)