i cant tell how this last song ends

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

it was all yellow,

i just realize i'll be losing half a year waiting for you here.
tell me it's worth it. tell me please. but i will only get the answer
on valentine's day right? hopefully i will.

lead me on to wonder land.
you treated me like the princess. you were the nicest
you always let me have what i want. i was your number one.
you feed me when i'm busy writing. i felt like a baby.
you made me happy each day. i smiled like the world never end.
you hug me when i'm feeling cold. you were my sexy blanky.
you fed me pepermint ice-cream. even though i had mine.
with you around nothing was bringing me down.

i felt happy around you.
i love your hair.
i love your smile.
i love everything about you.
i love the way you put your arms around me,
the way you treat me, hold me.

but everything changes when you returned after 3 days.
you gave me the cold-shoulder.
you dont smile when you look at me.
you dont even talk to me when you see me.
you tore me apart just like that.
all this was just a fling.
you were leading me on
i never thought you were like this.
but you've proven me wrong.
thank you for everything.
you've hurt me deeply. .

Sunday, January 22, 2006

it was all yellow,

yesterday went for cca. was kind of fun. i watch the the whole play. not exactly the whole play i miss the first part of act 2. anyway, i learned something from it. maybe u will too. so i got the answer to my question. oh well.

after cca met shaunna. me and nic ate at macs. i went home. bath and change. then i went to far east. meet ameer, damien, alfy and paula. we went to lucky plaza after that. played datona. was shit fun. i beat alfy and damien. hahah. guys how do feel to be beaten by a girl in the race? haha. then they played the punching game. damien can't punch for nuts. when he punched we all went to the bra section and burst out laughing. laugh like hell. so we walked to cine to meet jeanette mel and huilin. i bought a top. went to heeren 77 street i bought for my brother ear ring. then we went to shaw house. then walked to far east to eat at nana thai restaurant but was packed. so we at at long john. love the fries. yumyum. haha. we went to see meiyi also. ahha. she's damn funny. so at 9 i left.

i went to nic's barbeque at her place. it was like two bq at the same time. one is juliana's suprise bday party the other one is our own one. haha. kenneth shave his hair. so sad. i miss his fringe. i'll soon get use to it. me and nic was bored. we both taped our hands together. guess what me and nic was pushed into the pool thanks to shaunna joanna clare and nat! haha. but it was fun. haha. first it was jo then me and nic. was shit cold. later i did the bq thingy i was the chef. okay overall the bbq was FUN FUN FUN FUN !!!! so i left the place at 11 and headed home.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

it was all yellow,

the key words.
forget
move

the
end

Sunday, January 15, 2006

it was all yellow,

i've been doing my a maths holiday homework ! still alot more to go ! this is what happens if you don't go for a maths classes during the holidays. you miss out on the homework ! bummer !

june is still 5 months away ! 5 months ! it's so long.... i'm dying......

Friday, January 13, 2006

it was all yellow,

i'm dead dead dead bored. !
i shall update about my 3 day enrichment programme.

day 1- personal grooming.
we had to be dressed in office wear all. it was fun ate at naked fish. we had a catwalk. i had the best walk in my group. it was stupid la. we learned about summer winter spring.... and more i think not sure. me and vanessa we're in summer. the colours for all is about the same so i dont see any difference. my skirt was short so i couldn't sit properly all. haha

day 2 - PARLIMENT's house and 3d movie.
we went to the parliments house. it was nice. so white and stuff. haha. the chamber was lame. at first i thought it's were all the people die and stuff. but it isn't it is the debate's place. haha. then we went to the URA. was nice we saw all the buildings and places on singapore's map. leisha is damn mean i almost fell into the singapore map cause she pushed me and saved me later. that was close. we played know your singapore game gurmit singh was damn funny. haha. leisha tickled me like mad everytime i say something the tickle comes. so now i've got to watch what i say. haha. then we watched a 3 D movie. was scary and touching and nice. LEE KUAN YEW cried. it was damn touching. he believed in merger but all his hopes and dreams were shattered ! i am so touched ! on the way home serene face was red totally red we were laughing on how kelly was sleeping her eyes was half opened ! haha

Day 3 - CIP

so me brenda jiqing jing xuan were in one group. we had two blocks so we paireed up and each pair do one blog. was tiring. we had to knock and wait for people to open the door all. but in the end all the 4 blocks plus hazel's group. we collected alot. as in really really huge amount of stuff. I TOUCH a COCKROACH ! SICK SICK SICK ! it happened to be there and i didn't know. it's damn disgusting i can't stand it at all. okay so that's it !

it was all yellow,

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one i see

V is very very extra ordinary

E is even more than anyone that I adore

Thursday, January 12, 2006

it was all yellow,

all my dreams are made of Strawberry lemonade !

i'm waititng for june. it's still 5 months away. but i shall be patient and wait. good things will come if you are patient. and something good is definately coming this june, that's for sure ! haha.

I HEART YOU !

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

it was all yellow,

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talks all the time so

And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leavin'
Now I know that I did somethin' wrong 'cause I missed you
Yeah, yeah, I missed you

And you say I only hear what I want to
I don't listen hard, don't pay attention
To the distance that you're running
To anyone, anywhere
I don't understand if you really care
I'm only hearing negative
No, no, nos

So I, I turn the radio on, I turn the radio up
And this woman was singin' my song
Lover's in love and the other's run away
Lover is crying cause the other won't stay
Some of us hover while we weep for the other who was
Dyin' since the day they were born
Well, well, this is not that
I think that I'm throwin', but I'm thrown

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you

You said that I was naive
And I thought that I was strong, oh
I thought, "Hey I can leave, I can leave"
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, cause I missed you
Yeah, I missed you

You said, you caught me cause you want me*
And one day you let me go
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me
Cause you know you're just so scared to lose
And you say, "Stay"

You say I only hear what I want to

it was all yellow,

yesterday went habourfront. i met DAWN ! DAWN ! i miss her so much ! It's been so long since i saw her !

I HEART YOU !

Saturday, January 07, 2006

it was all yellow,

yesterday went to seletar country club with nad nic and mel
we had lots of fun.
i love them :)

today reynold's taking his test to see if he can get into the school. GOOD LUCK REY ! i miss him !

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

it was all yellow,

You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, my heart was blinded by you.
Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.

Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by.

Monday, January 02, 2006

it was all yellow,

okay yesterday i went to my cousin's birthday party. it's damn stupid la. the gifts is just the lamest. my cousin stayed over, was fun we went to the playground and played till midnight. hahha. we were damn bored ! okay so my cousin left this morning.

today went to the playground again. i was like the water girl going up and down my house to get a drink haha. okay so i met my cousin. another one. he went up to me, "hi i'm your cousin". i was damn blur, that is just so me. haha. okay so it took along time for me to realize that he is all big now, and not how he used to be last time. so ya. finally, i said. oh you're my cousin. i remember now. haha. it was damn dumb la.

SCHOOL STARTING TOMORROW !! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
yeah i'm like looking forward to tomorrow. i thought school was starting today until my brother told me it's a holiday. haha. i haven't bought my books and socks fof school. oh well, i'll buy it tomorrow. haha. okay i'm going to get ready now see ya'll in shool BYE<

Sunday, January 01, 2006

it was all yellow,

Okay so it's 2006! i'm talking to Reynold now through smsing. in singapore it's 2006 but in san fransisco it's still 2005 . 31st december in the morning ! it's like about 11 hours difference! haha. It's just like the show back to the future ! haha. i'm in the future. reynold in the past just by 11 hours. haha. REYNOLD you're S.L.O.W. !!! haha. kidding la. now it's like so hard to communicate due to the timing ! I like it better when you're in INDONESIA , the timing is hardly any difference. but the best is when you're in SINGAPORE right?? haha. well i hope you fail your test on the 7 and come back to singapore! haha. that was damn mean. but Reynold i was just kidding. i hope for the best for you on 7 jan. and HAPPY NEW YEAR ! take care !